I was told many times by well-meaning people that when the food train was over, we would be alone and people would move on with their lives. I never believed this would be true for us. We have been surrounded by family and friends our entire lives always showing up for each other in both the good and the bad times. I knew that if I could count on anything, it was that our people would never stop showing up. In fact, our circle has only grown.

This past weekend is a perfect example. It started with me asking Matty if she wanted to do a half marathon in honor of Keira. Within hours, my entire family decided they wanted to join as well! And within a day, our extended family and friends had signed up too. Before we knew it, there were over 75 people participating.

Together with Mike, Tyler, Abi, Matty, Clint, Matt, Josh, Jamie, Natalie, Andrew, and Jamie, we completed 14 really tough miles with 2400 feet of elevation gain. It was beautiful, and there are no words to adequately describe the duality of emotion we felt. My family, our friends—everyone who showed up on Saturday—are the epitome of the saying, “We can do hard things!”

When I chose this half marathon, I didn’t realize it would fall on Homecoming, a day that would be hard for everyone and especially for all of Keira’s friends. I didn’t realize it would give them an opportunity to do something with and for Keira before the dance. I also didn’t realize that the trail would include the section where I once took a picture of Keira, and a rainbow appeared in the shot. She is with us, always guiding and helping us. Leading us out on the trails to be in awe of the beauty of nature and life. Reminding us to stay connected, to live fully, and that even in the face of the worst possible thing, we can find beauty and be together.

If you’ve found yourself reading through this entire post, I hope it serves as a reminder that even when it seems like there is so much darkness in the world, there is light. I hope this post can remind you of that beauty.

Thank you to my Keira, for all that you have taught us and continue to teach us.

-Mama Beck